I have no idea. I feel like I'm just living my life with no concrete plans or dreams, or even ambitions. I don't really know what I want to do with my life, when I will graduate, or even what I will be doing next fall. Where will I live? Where will I work? Am I going to change my major again?
When I was younger, at the end of high school, I thought that by the time I was 21 I would probably have some things figured out, like whether or not I want to go on a mission. I wanted to go on a mission, and when I went to talk to my bishop and stake president I was devastated to find out that because of some health issues I would be unable to serve a mission. Now, I can probably put in my mission papers in a couple of months and try again to go on a mission, but I'm not so sure I want to. The drive and desire to go is gone, and I'm just not feeling it. I was so sure before, but now I just don't know. It's weird.
So tell me: am I ever going to feel more sure about what I'm doing? Is this a normal thing? Any advice?
Also, I'm thinking of getting a second job. I already work 40 hours a week, but because I'm going to go to the DR I'm not going to be working during July. I'm thinking of getting another part time job, so I would be working around 60 hours a week. What do you think? Where should I apply?
viernes, 25 de abril de 2014
viernes, 18 de abril de 2014
Five Things
1. I'm finished with finals! I just finished my last final for the semester, Econ, and I did well. I'm feeling pretty good about myself....
2. I also did really well in my Spanish final last night-- I was in the testing room for only 10 minutes and I got a 98 percent. I probably should have been in a higher class.
3. Yesterday we had a clothing swap at my apartment with my ward. We all cleaned out our closets, brought the extra stuff to the clothing swap, and then took what we wanted. I got rid of a lot of stuff I didn't need anymore, and I walked away with a sweet jean jacket and some nice water shoes!
4. I start working full time on Monday which means more money for me!
5. I'm probably going back to the DR this summer, at the end of June for an internship with my university. There's a group of students going there to teach technology and they need a translator. I'm so excited to go back, see some old friends, and have more adventures.
2. I also did really well in my Spanish final last night-- I was in the testing room for only 10 minutes and I got a 98 percent. I probably should have been in a higher class.
3. Yesterday we had a clothing swap at my apartment with my ward. We all cleaned out our closets, brought the extra stuff to the clothing swap, and then took what we wanted. I got rid of a lot of stuff I didn't need anymore, and I walked away with a sweet jean jacket and some nice water shoes!
4. I start working full time on Monday which means more money for me!
5. I'm probably going back to the DR this summer, at the end of June for an internship with my university. There's a group of students going there to teach technology and they need a translator. I'm so excited to go back, see some old friends, and have more adventures.
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